My journey continues to develop from a series of confusion, anger, bitterness, restlessness, disgust, and excited all at the same time.
The world feels so small when you feel alone in a place that has no hope.
Working two jobs, married life, friendships, church life, and family feels unbearable at times. This season is causing me to dive deeper and deeper into a place of darkness only feeling like I need to push harder and harder out of this place. Yet, only recognizing there’s a strength that is beyond my control that could only lift me out of this place.
“The joy of the Lord is my strength” I keep reminding myself-
But, why do I feel so low and depressed? What void am I trying to feel in my heart? What do I really need?
Matthew 5:3 “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.”
I need you… ohh I need you… Every hour I need you. My rock… Help me God. Help me in my distress…